Okay it has been quite awhile since i last blogged. hehs.
but during this period of MIA-ness, it has realli been a big struggle for me to catch up wif my work and my life.
being in JC, to tell u the truth, is like throwing urself into a black hole. It totally sucks and drains you out of ur life. -.-
but then again, bein in a JC forces you to manage ur time, and to start working rather than to laze around all day. Basically, being in a JC forces u to do things that are essential, to do things that we need and not what we want in this society.
but somehow, ive been lazing around for the past few days. i cld not bring myself to work, i cld not concentrate, i was bored to death. and its onli when i realize im lacking time, knowing that the ATC/STC camp is tmr, i start to have this drive to work again.
this realli stinks. this mindset. this...attitude.
people are struggling to manage their time, while here i am wasting my time away.
the same old vicious cycle of slacking during holidays is set to start again?
and there i was then right before the holiday, so determined to make full use of it.

i just realized tt the past few posts i had since the day i started JC are sooooo depressing.
but i cant help it can i? being in a JC, especially in YJC, coupled with your own personal life, is realli debilitating >.>